Rough Week Ahead  / Lisa (sister)
Hey B, 

This coming week is going to be very difficult for us.  I am hoping that I am strong enough to get through it in one piece.  I don't know if I can handle it.  I wish so much that the circumstances were different.  I wish that we didn't have to go through this, but unfortunately it's not up to me.  I don't know how I'm supposed to feel.  I don't know how I'm going to be able to hear the specific details of what happened to you that night.  I only know bits and pieces and that is hard enough to deal with.  I try to be the strong one, the one who holds everyone up, but I don't know if I'm going to be able to do that this time.  I know that Dad is having a really hard time with everything.  You need to remind him that you are still with him.  We all miss you, but he misses you so much more.  You were his best friend.  Sometimes, I think he forgets that although you're not here, you are always with us.  It's hard because there was so much more we all wanted to do with you and say to you.  I wish so much that I could hear your voice, see your smile, and hear you laugh just one more time.  I wish that I could hug you and tell you that I love you.  I hope you know how much I love you.  I know that we weren't the type of family to express our feelings.  I wish so much that I could go back and tell you so many times how much I love you.  You are always with me.  You're always on my mind and in my heart.  

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MISS U J.R.  / COUSIN SHAWN

HEY JR,WENT TO THE MEMORIAL SERVICE LAST NIGHT,IT WAS GOOD TO SEE OUR FAMILY UNITING IN YOUR MEMORY.I THINK ABOUT U OFTEN MY MAN,AND I JUST MISS YA ALOT .I  WISH U COULD SEE MY SON  HES ALREADY 1,HE WAS ONLY 2 WEEKS OLD WHEN U PASSED,DESTINY TOO,SHE'LL BE 6 IN MARCH
.BUT JUST WANT U TO KNOW I LOVE YA MAN,WATCH OVER US!!!!! 

                                                    LOVE/MISS YA, 
                                                                         $HAWN "+"
                                                                                    

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I Wish I was One Of the Lucky Ones  / Diane/ Mom To Angel Jimmy Brozzetti
Were you one of the Lucky Ones?

Did you get to meet the one that lived
every day as if it were his last?

Did you see that smiling face,
did you hear his infectious laugh?

Did you know the one that had a hug
for even the ones that fussed at him?

Did you ever go somewhere and know
when the life of the party arrived?

Did you know the one that could make
the best of the worst situation?

Did you feel like you were a special
person around him?

Did you ever feel so loved?

Were you one of the lucky ones...
THAT GOT TO MEET MY SON…
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wow / Amanda Wilsonn (friend)
"theres no riight time to say goodbye" ive never written on this website even tho i sued to read it everyday. TODAY is the one year. and i still have so much to say that i should have said soo long ago. but ill make it short. i was talkin ti jenna tonigh and she pretty much proved a good point. DONT KNOW WHAT TO WRITE OR HOW TO SAY IT JUST GO ON THERE AND DO WHAT YOU NEED TO DO. I CANT BELIEVE ITS BEEN A YEAR AND IVE CHICKENED OUTT SO MANY TIMES WRITING ON HERE. i didnt know you like veryone else did, so closely, bu ti knew you enough to make a HUGE impact on my life, and i loved all you guys; no matter how much i saw you, i did think bout you derek n craig. im sorry ive lost touch. the one thing that keeps me in touch with them is the ONE thought of you, makes me know that you never know what is ahead of you. cherish and love what you have at the moment. TODAY IS TODAY, NOT FOREVER. LOVEWHAT IS NOW AND BE FOREVER THANKFUL FOR WHAT HAS PAST...... Close

wow / Sylvain Junior (Friend)
Hey kid well it's here the day i have been dreading one year wow i really can't believe that your gone the last month i have been wondering where the year went but yet everyday this year ive said your name more than a million times B i know i never said this  to you but i looked up to you the times i did  spend  with you  your mom has told me stories bout you an jimmie picking on me i remember the times we had( though not many i wish more Close

One Year  / Lisa (sister)
I can't even begin to tell you how insane it is that a year has passed.  Last night, I couldn't stop myself from crying because it marked a year since I last saw you.  I can remember it clearly.  You were in the kitchen showing me your new phone.  You were so excited about it and the fact that you could listen to the radion on it.  I was making fun of you for being such a dork.  If I had known it was the last time I would see you I would have hugged you and told you just how much I love you.  The next time I saw you, you were lying in the hospital.  I am still haunted by that night.  I still see it every night when I go to bed and I have to try so hard to push it out of my head so that I can get some sleep.  I thought that this was supposed to get easier?  It is still so hard for me.  Trying to get through the day requires so much effort that sometimes it's exhausting.  I know that you wouldn't want us to be sad today, but it is so hard B.  We miss you so much it's so hard to deal with.  I hope that you are looking down on us today.  Please help Mom & Dad get through today and the service tonight.  It is going to be hard for all of us, but especially hard for them.  I love you more than I ever got the chance to say.  You are always in my heart and in my thoughts.  I love you and I miss you so much.

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HAPPY ANGEL DAY  / SELMA FLYNN
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with all my love  / Selma Flynn
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missing u  / Donna (mom)

hey babe, tomorrow marks one year and i can't believe it  i miss you more today that when you first left. please help us get thru it. i'm still very angry and hurt that you were taked from us. i guess it is finally sinking in that your not on vacation and that your really gone our house is so quiet without you. i miss you asking for the car and for money. everywhere i look i have a picture of you but its not enough i want to see your smile hug you one more time, or you telling me "ma don't worry about it ma i'm tired of going to bed crying and waking up crying  i love and miss you so much nothing has changed in this past year except all the family function, watching your neice and nephews grow up  love and miss you so very much and that will never  change

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Hurt / Lisa (sister)
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, ohh

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
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Do You Remember?!  / Lisa (sister)
Do you remember running around Grampa's back yard?
Do you remember playing freeze tag?
Do you remember family bike rides on weekends?
Do you remember staying out "until the street lights come on"?
Do you remember running down the hill & me breaking my arm?
Do you remember family bbqs and birthdays?
Do you remember the three of us spending hours in the yard with Jimmy & Lesley?
Do you remember Greenfield?  What were Mom & Dad thinking?!!!
Do you remember using a bingo dopper to color your hair?
Do you remember looking like Bozo the Clown for months from said bingo dopper experience?
Do you remember the summer you lived with me at Grampa's?
Do you remember sleeping in my car?!
Do you remember "Ninny guess what Uncle B was doing?"
Do you remember throwing your glasses over the fence hoping someone would run them over?
Do you remember flicking bottle caps & pennies?
Do you remember it's all fun & games until somebody loses an eye?
Do you remember staying up past bed time and getting yelled at for hours?
Do you remember playing asshole on the floor in the living room?
Do you remember Kory getting sick 5 minutes later! HA! HA!
Do you remember the coutless times I yelled at you to turn down that damn shit you were listening to?
Do you remember me eye me eye?
Do you remember the day Selena, Kameron & Tylar were born?
Do you remember beating Selena, Kameron & Tylar up on a daily basis?
Do you remember how much fun we had at my wedding?
Do you remember laughing for hours at nothing?
Do you remember annual Valentine's Day dinners?
Do you remember "bo bo's they make your feet feel fine .... "?
Do you remember crutches? HA HA HA HA HA!!!!
Do you remember the BBQ fork?
Do you remember payouts on report card day?
Do you remember when Papa would put money in the balloons??
Do you remember cheating at laser tag on Selena's birthday?
Do you remember waking Mom & Dad up at 5 am on Christmas after being at Gram & Papa's until midnight or later?
Do you remember Mom, Carol, Gram & Sherry getting drunk on Christmas?! HA! HA!
Do you remember all the times I told you I love you?

These are all I have left.  My memories of you and all the fun times we have had over the years.  It breaks my already broken heart into a million more pieces knowing that I no longer have the chance to make new memories.  While I try to hold on to the ones I have and be greatful for them I can't help but cry because I miss you so much and I wish you were here.

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heeey / Jenna
I never write one of these paragraphs... im always lighting candles - cuz i never know what to say. when i write candles i can say how much i miss u and love u  and think about u every day... and i can write it in one sentence.. but when i write one of these i have to put down all my feelings and realize just how horrible it CONTINUES to feel - every single day of my life. im coming back from georgia.. im gonna be there at ur 1 year ceremony. how has it almost been ONE YEAR since we had that bonfire? ONE year since that night! its crazy. i remember sitting next to u all night laughing and playfighting with u, talkin bout jimmy.. and when u n buzz were gone to the store... my heart was the FIRST one to drop. i could feel it inside. i just knew. i told jon. i looked at him n told him something was wrong. and I'M the one that found the accident. whyd i have to see that? I'm the first one to see that shit. n see my fathers car - the car i grew up in - in pieces all over the damn road? that picture is never gonna leave my mind - ever. the car i loved so much growing up is now the one thing i truley hate. that car took my best friend. did u know that 5 mins before the accident i was talking to jess n telling her how beautiful that damn car was. i fuckin KISSED the driverside door.. to playfully show her just how much i loved the car.. i kissed the exact door that u would be sitting behind 5 mins after the fact. - and then 5 mins after that, that door wouldnt even exist nemore. B its not fair that u were taken from us. so damn early. it tore everyone apart and its no ones fault! it just happened - outta no where. no one coulda predicted it.. no one.. and i miss u like CRAZY it drives me nuts. and then 3 months after losing u, i lost my grandmother.. please  just keep watching over me.. the only way i stay sane is to realize that im gonna see u, and grammy, and Quazie again someday. and i know u guys will be waitin for me when i get there. love u B, always <3 Close

God Bless you all  / Pat LeBlanc

My heart just melted, when I went through this memorial. 
I just cannot understand how people are able to go on?? I guess someone just gives us the strength & Courage.
My husband had a serious car accident  on his way to work last Feb & was life flighted to Umass Trauma center. I will never forget that phone call, that anxiety, that fear inside me as we rushed to Umass. We were alot more fortunate then all of you. My husband survived & has came through almost 100%. I cannot evan begain to try & understand your pain,Your loss of such a young life.
I just wanted to cry & cry while reading this site.
We have to believe in Angels, We have to believe that there is a better place & that Loved ones are waiting for us.
We just have to believe in something to continue to get us through each day...
Please continue to Believe!!!!!

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sayin hi  / Sylvain Ramsay (Friend)
hey B just stoppin in  been a while since i said what's up miss you kid  Close

HI HUNNY  / Sandra Gallien (Aunt)

HI J.R.,
           WELL TY FOR VISITING ME THE OTHER NIGHT.....I CANT REMEBER YOUR ANSWER BUT PLEASE WATCH OVER JIMMY. HE NEEDS YOU RIGHT NOW MORE THAN EVER....I AM WORRIED FOR HIM AND I KNOW YOU SAID HE WILL BE OK.....BUT I STILL WORRY...I JUST CANT CHILL LIKE YOU TOLD ME TO LAST NIGHT....I KEEP TRYING TO REMEBER YOUR ANSWER TO MY QUESTION, SO I NEED YOU TO TELL ME AGAIN....LOL...I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE THINKING....LOL.......WHEN I SEE JIM I WILL TELL HIM HAPPY BDAY FOR YOU.....I MISS YOUR SMILE AND I MISS SEEING YOU AND CHATTING EVERYNIGHT ON THE COMPUTER LIKE WE USED TOO I CAN NOT BELIEVE ITS BEEN 1 YEAR ALREADY WELL IN A COUPLE OF WEEKS.....WHEN I READ ME EMAILS EVERYNIGHT I ALWAYS THINK....J/R/ WOULD LOVE THIS ONE....AND THEN I REMEMBER YOUR GONE AND IT REALLY SUCKS.
YOUR MOM 
, DAD ,GRAM , PAPA ,UNCLE KEITH AND JIMMY 
ALL CAME TO MY BBQ LAST WEEKEND AND I WAS WISHING YOU WHERE THERE IN PERSON BUT I KNOW YOU WHERE THERE WITH US IN SPIRIT..WELL I HAVE TO GO I NEED TO GO SHOPPING I GOT THAT GREAT JOB I WAS TRYING TO GET!!1 WOOOHOOO LOL...WELL I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SOOOOOO MUCH...ANFD TELL MY MOM I MISS HER AND LOVE HER VERY MUCH ALSO....HEART AND SOUL BABE,  AUNTIE

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my babyface..  / Kritta

heyyy..its been too long, i know. i don't know why i don't come on more often..i think about you and this website all the time but i guess i just don't like to come to terms with how i "communicate" with you. its strange how one person has managed to take all my energy and emotions..ive consistantly thought about you now a hundred times a day for the past year. it hurts pretty bad still..i talked to crystal about that yesterday. i talked to both of your sisters actually..too bad it was for a bad reason. not only can i not talk to you but now im back to writing letters back and forth with jimmy. i mean don't get me wrong, at least i can talk to him and know he's going to come back...but being close to him and your entire family just makes me feel closer to you..and now i feel more broken again. its hard staying so close with the fam and not having you...seeing as how you obviously introduced me to everyone. im glad you did though because they're some of the best people i know and i'm thankful they're all in my life still. its nice to have a support system when im so far away..they really let me know they care, you know? sometimes you just need to know that. i know they'll be there if i need a shoulder to cry on..too bad its more or less a phone to cry on with them listening but hey- i'd rather that than nothing. i wish i could be there for them more though..physically at least. but i'm doing my best, and not all the decisions that i want to make can come easily. that sucks. the whole thing still sucks. i dunno..i miss you B..then and everyday still and i always will, i've figured that out. it was kennys bday yesterday, and jimmys now if we're going by east coast time...and mine is less than 2 months away. i can't believe we're all turning 21!! and when i think about that and smile i can't help but drop the smile because i immediately think about how you wont get to that age...ahh this is when i can't think like that because i need to keep pushing forward. it's hard though, man it really is. well lil chubby cheeks i love you so much and watch over us..i know you've been keeping me safe. thanks for that...xoxo

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Missing You  / Lisa (sister)

I am glad I got to see you in my dreams this morning.  It's just too bad that when I wake up I realize that it was just a dream and that I can't see you or talk to you.  Waking up crying first thing in the morning sort of screws up your whole day!  I just miss you so much and saying it over and over again doesn't seem like enough.  I still can't believe that you are gone and I will never see you again.  There is so much that I want to say to you, so much that I want to share with you and see you accomplish.  There are so many family events that you will not be at so many celebrations you will not be able to celebrate with us.  I am so sad that you were not here for the adoption.  Selena is so excited to plan a party and have everyone there to celebrate and I know that she wishes that you were here, we all do.  I miss you B more than I can ever put into words!  I love you so much, always.

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11 Months  / Lisa (sister)
Can you believe it's been 11 months since I've been able to see you, talk to you, hug you, tell you I love you, or see you smile?  It feels an eternity since we lost you.  I miss you so much.  I still cry, a lot.  I don't think that will ever change.  How is it supposed to get better?  How am I supposed to not miss you?  How is my heart supposed to heal?  When you lose someone you love, you're life is never ever the same again.  I know that you are still alive in my heart and in the memories I have of you, but sometimes that's just not enough.   

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Hi B!  / Lisa (sister)
So, I went online and logged into your email today.  I've been checking it periodically since you've been gone.  I don't really know why.  I know that there's not going to be any messages from  you waiting there for me.  I guess I just don't have the heart to delete the account.  It just amazes me how much you can miss one person.  I think about you every day and I miss you every day that doesn't change and it doesn't ease or get any easier.  I wish I had some advice or some words to ease mom & dad's pain, but I don't.  I wish that I could somehow change things.  I wish that Kameron & Tylar would have gotten to grow up with their Uncle.  There were so many things that you were going to teach them.  They remind me a lot of you.  Kameron definitely has your temper!  Tylar is a very smart little one and he know exactly how to push your buttons.  I know that they have the best guardian angel anyone could ask for, but I still wish with all of my heart that you were still here.  

Selena & I were talking about you the other day.  I have come to the point where I can talk about you without crying, hysterically.  I still cry a lot.  I still don't understand nor do I expect that I ever will.  I know that there was some reason, some greater plan, something that you were needed for, but it doesn't take away the anger that I feel because you are gone.  You were taken much too soon. 

I love you B and I miss you so much.  I know that you'll never be forgotten because you're always in my heart.
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hi / Donna (ma)
hi babe well saturday was the kohslstom reuion and it was hard you not there i was waiting for ruddy to ask  about dennis but of course you weren't there and never will be again at any family event and i hate it  i miss you more than words can say  i love you i hope you like your stone it is hard to go there and see you looking back at us i have pictures of you every where i look but its not enough i want to see your smile in person not some dam picture  love n miss you so very much more and more everyday Close